Sunday, May 14, 2023

Mother , Mom


Mother, Mom
I know you hear us, I know you see what’s going on
Mother, Mom
Wish I was with U, wish the miles were not so long

Mother, Mom
Try not 2 fear, try not 2 think the worst - that’s wrong
We will be your memory; when you can’t remember the song

We will be your voice- until you speak again
We’ve always been your boys, but today we stand as men

We remember the smell of your kitchen, a hundred thousand times
Every dish you made-- uncomparable, wish we could rewind

Mother, Mom
Some didn’t understand , your crazy ways - but we got it everytime
Like you , we got that crazy sense, a trait we wear with pride

You pulled no punches, and spoke the truth; all with a smile at times
We miss your voice, that loud laugh too ~ your make up and outfits ~dressed up to the 9’s

Everything we are began with you, the first smile we saw, the first woman in our life.
We’re still praying U will be well again and the healing takes some time

Mother Mom
It’s Mothers Day 2day
We came from U, and U from God

Nothing will change our love 4 U

Perry, Troy, and Todd





Friday, July 16, 2021

Ordinary Man


I’m just an ordinary man
 a realization that I am
When I was young I said I can 
Be extraordinarily++ the man
Now I’m just a fan
Rooting for another 
Someone smarter and younger
Look my way U can
I’m just an ordinary man
Tryin to withstand 
The storms of life;
 the quicksand 
Had these dreams these fantasies 
As a boy and as a teen
Time somehow caught up to me 
Buried me and all those aspirations 
Lost in time ; how many lost creations?
I’m just this ordinary man 
To all that look my way 
Doing what I can 
To regenerate the past 
Again and again
An ordinary man 
Trying to withstand 
The aging process

Ordinary in every way
Extraordinary I wouldn’t say
Ordinary —a step better than lame





Sunday, July 11, 2021

MENTALME


WAKE UP GLOOMY  
TRY TO FIND THAT MOVIE 
THAT WILL TAKE IT ALL AWAY

WHEN THE CREDITS ROLL 
REGRET TAKES ITS TOLL
ANOTHER WASTED DAY

JUST A MINUTE AGO IT WAS BREAKFAST TIME
NOW ITS HALF PAST MIDNIGHT
WHERES THE NOVEL U WERE SUPPOSED 2 WRITE?
CHASING AFTER EXTERNAL STIMULI

SWITCHING GEARS INTO TEARS

DWELLING ON THAT ONE THING U CANT HAVE
DWELLING ON THE ONE THING THAT NEVER CAME BACK
DWELLING ON THAT ONE THING THAT U SHOULDNT DO
TALKING YOURSELF OFF THE LEDGE OF FOOLS
KNOWING BETTER STILL THINKING WORSE
MENTAL  U
— SEEM 2 BE CURSED

MENTAL THOUGHTS DOMINATING 
LOOKING FOR WAYS TO AVOID REALITY
WAYS TO HIDE WHAT THE OTHERS CANT SEE 
EVEN IF THEY DID ITS TOO HARD TO BELIEVE

HOW COME I LET YOU GET ME AGAIN? 
CONTROLLED BY A MIND THATS EASY TO BEND
NOW SIT FROZEN LIKE A FOSSIL IN TIME

UNPRODUCTIVE  I RELY 
ON EXTERNAL STIMULI 

2 GET ME THRU 
KEEP ME WITH U
2 STOP ME FROM 
THE SUCCUMB
OF MENTAL ME

WAKE UP WITH PLANS FOR THE DAY
MENTAL ME DONT PLAY THAT WAY 

EVER AFTER NEVER COMES 
HAPPINESS 2  DARKNESS SUCCUMBS
  A MOMENT FLEETING
WHEN UR EXPERIENCING
THE BUZZ WITHIN MENTAL ME
 
THIS IS HOW  MENTAL ME  LIVES 
DAYS WITHOUT A WORD TO ANOTHER
NEXT DAY WRITE A LETTER TO  THE WORLD

MENTAL CASE  MENTAL MIND 
MENTALITY MOSTLY MOCKING ME 
 ME MOCKING ME 
ME MOCKING ME 


Thursday, March 25, 2021

Think about your son.....


if your wonderin’
If I loved u or how much  
Just think about your son 
How it felt that first time to hold him in your arms 
How you'd do anything to protect him from all harm

if your wonderin'
What it's like to look into my eyes
See the love in his eyes and you can see mine 
 
There’s no other way to explain how I felt when I was there 
Some say I left  too soon 
Some say I left you in despair 

How I wish it wasn't true I know it seems unfair , But..know ..

If your wonderin' 
How much you mean to me
You don't have to look too far
Look at your son and you'll know your my only star

A part of u left with me
A part of me stayed with you
 We’re connected  eternally 
Daughter to me 
     Father to you

So take heart and hear me

When U think of me think of the love you felt  on that day your son was born  
When you held him for the first time and how you grew to love him more 

Im not a memory from the past or a story to be told
For a time I was by your side , your hand I would hold

I see your life in pictures , like the ones you see of me
I smile with pride and wait for the day when we will be 
In a picture again together 
Love’s  circle will  be complete.






Friday, January 8, 2021

Fear4$ale

 U can’t lock me down, Freedom's in the Mind

Only those who rely on the physical life

Feel locked down and minimized

Unable to see without the eyes  


Visionary’s close their eyes everytime 


Some can only write in prose 

But sentences bore me, 2 close to the norm

No pleasure in rain gotta make that storm


Even visonary's watch TV

So I sit eyes closed and this is what I see


Fear4Sale (but it's free) and allows me 2 manipulate thee


Wait

U cant vaccinate your hate

U cant cure political divide

When you stand on one side


U cant put me in a corner ; place me on a team

when I dont subscribe 2 the channel your selling

U cant re-define the truth no matter how hard you try

A lie is a lie is a lie is a lie

And when we die u die I die we die

Human beings die every time


TIME time TIME

how much do U have left?

less and less and less and less


WATCHout for traps and tricks

plenty of hacks-- TIME wasting gimmicks 


They call it SOCIAL MEDIA  but it seems to bring HYSTERIA

And no this isnt a REPOST

NOR is it a MEME

It’s an original thought, yes from ME

Of course with a little limerick flavor

How else can I serve it

So the masses will savor


from me 2 u a small reminder


Hold tight 2 the things eternal


If things seem blurry it’s time 2 re-focus

If things seem scary u should know this:


 Here is whats happening....

Brother against brother and father versus son 

fears being sold on our social mediums...

The fear they are selling you in your houses of worship

The fear they are selling you on your big screen TV’s

ALOT OF FEAR 4 SALE , funny thing is it’s free ,( wink)

A list of Fears for the left

A list of Fears for the right

A list of Fears for the religious

A list of Fears for the prestigious


Energized and capitalized via images on a screen

Wait , what ? Arent we on the same team?


All because of a theocracy or philosophy cherished within the mind 

Influenced by history mixed with the paper used to sell and to buy

Are you buying what I am selling?

(There aint no telling these days)

How about I make it about RACE?

Only one exists in truth

yet

Many only see skin deep   Therein are the seeds of tragedies

 

 Think higher people,(Creator higher)

Visionary’s close their eyes everytime 

Hold tight 2 the things eternal

Human beings die every time


Fear4Sale (but it's free) and allows me 2 manipulate thee













Thursday, September 24, 2020

Know what I Meme?

Trying 2 Find that Meme 2 Express What I Mean

Funny yet make U think; question what U believe

Pack a punch, have an edge, 

smack u hard ,yet gently said

Don't want 2 take the time 

This Meme will do just fine

My thoughts, put into words?  

Too much effort , I would endure.

Rather......Just.... 

click and paste and post

copy paste and boast

click and bait and gloat

pick and bait and toast

tick and fake and joke

hit and scathe and hoax

pick your meme then ghost


I think I found that Meme 2 Express what I really Mean.

I know you'll see what I mean 

Believe what I believe! 

This meme will change your mind!

Yes and just in time! 


It's the election of the century~!

Ever hear that line before?  Short memories live long  

Long memories dies young


This Meme's the one!





Sunday, April 19, 2020

Lina , only seen Her

Lina, only seen her, a dozen times or two, 
Dedicated beautiful mother ; her family’s the proof
U could see it , Like a flower, 
The true love for her man 

Lina, only seen her, but didn’t know her too well
Seen the fruits of her life and the story they tell

It’s in her Son, his wife and the boys they have raised 
Seen Lina , as she smiled at the boys when they played   
Then she’d hug them— just love them
Shower them with her praise 

Lina, only seen her, a dozen times or two
Seen the sorrow and the pain
when she was taken too soon

Don’t say she’s gone ; for that is wrong - pass it on
All the things she taught you 
do for others, teach your sons 
let her shine through 

Lina, only seen her, but seen enough that I know

U can still talk 2 her -Anytime any day , 
wherever you go -she goes there
 Whenever you cry she holds U
whenever you speak, she listens , 
So listen today 

Time wont take away the pain 
—— or the longings of your heart 

But time will teach you more about
 —-what life’s really about
.