Saturday, February 1, 2020

11:11



Is it beyond your comprehension?

Is something trying 2 get Ur attention?
U see it again in repetition   Do U pass it off as superstition?





S u p e r n a t u r a l  Connection

TakeTime 2 pause ;  Time 4 reflection

U see it again  in repetition


Messages from another dimension



A mystery from another realm
Appearing 2 U somehow
 
U see it again in repetition


S p i r i t u a l Intervention




  There's A Metaphysical being  


Behind the numbers U R seeing 


Sometimes Seeing is believing 


Eleven. Eleven.

  








Thursday, January 2, 2020

Message from Gramps



I keep bugging Toddy to tell you I'm with you all.

Sometimes he hears me sometimes he acts like he don't. So finally he's listening and I'm glad he's taking this chance to tell you what I'm wanting to say.

First, you know I am with you, right? You know I talk to you when your asleep or awake?
I try to stay quiet and let you learn on your own but I can't help myself sometimes and have to let you know.  

So when your alone and you think you hear my voice in your mind.  You are.

When you think I am in your dreams.  That was me.

Stay strong and know that  you have family all around you.  Keep in touch with your brothers and cousins and mother and father.
Don't let time go by because it will and it'll be too late.

Before you know it you will be an old fart like I was.
  
Time.  

You only have so much time and God doesn't tell you how much.
So thank the man upstairs each day for everything you have and pass along our family teachings to your family.  

I see you guys. I do.  

When your scared and unsure of what to do because life isn't going your way with your job or career.  

When you have decisions to make that will effect your wife or kids.
You need to really think about those things and do what is right.  The right thing to do is sometimes the hardest.  But if it is right than everything else will take care of itself. 

Remember how we would sit with each other in the living room or dining table?  

How I told you that your Grandma deserved all the credit because she put up with me and raised your dads.  It was true. 

Your Grandma is stronger than any of us. Sweeter and stronger.

It is a unique combination that God only grants very few souls.
Take time to call her.  Take time to call your Mom, your Dad, your brothers and sisters.  It doesn't take much time to pick up the phone

Pray
I used to pray every night as I lay in bed. I would pray for all of you.  It took me so long to get through all my prayers that I didn't get to bed for an hour or more.  Can you see me smiling? 

I'm smiling right now and everyday.

I'm standing next to Toddy as he writes this .  Toddy don't cry its gonna be alright   Tell your Grandma and the boys it will all be okay.  No matter what comes their way, it'll be okay.

And make time for each other --is the message I send today.


Sunday, October 20, 2019

The Eyes of James


If we could see the world 
      through the eyes of James
We'd realize his truth
we are all the same

Known only by our different names

and his just so happens to be
James

No lies flow out from his mouth
a hug and a smile is what he's all about



This world would be such a different place
If only we all could love like James

No desire to wear the latest fashion
  His style is love; he wears compassion


Loving comes easy 


  no need for motive or reason

When you see through the eyes of James


We're all the same but with different names
His just so happens to be 
James

Honest eyes, pure at heart 

No Jealousy nor deceit

One thousand times better the world could be
 If we could all see through the eyes of James


Have you ever seen that Famous Jamous smile?
Genuine, warm--a visual treat


Like those hot French fries

his favorite treat 😊



No jealousy or petty lies; a genuine life of truth
So no gossip or mistrust about who said what to who
(Better than me or you)


Every day's a birthday! 
Imagine seeing life that way?



We're all the same, with different names
His just so happens to be 
James

How much better our world would be 
If we could see each other
through the eyes of  my brother 

JAMES









Thursday, April 4, 2019

SCREENSZZ



A Million Messages loading In2 
Conscience SUBconscience HEART MInd SOUL

 2 SIEZE them all; The Goal
Through Screenzz

Screensz ISOLATE
Screensz spreading HATE

Distracting from real life
Push husband 2cheat wife

Block out the CNN  The Foxes the WGN's
See things with a fresh pair of eyes
Agenda free  No Bias  

Propaganda being fed @ these Divided States

Comes in scoops, double chocolate mmm.. VANILLA 
Influence/confusing minds, at worst creating killas

Train of thought stays hazy : Biologically lazy

Shut down those screenszz , the ones in your head, the flat screenzz too
Got U walking head down --all the while they pollute 

 Screenz Seeking 2 eliminate
The basics of human decency
 a smile  a laugh  a hello: "greetings"
The basics of humanity 
It's easy 2 understand
Let go the hate you harbor ,
Just see me as a man 

Faults  to fire and free will empowered

Just human beings: aren't we?





Sunday, March 17, 2019

4got Im gonna Die


4Got I’m gonna Die
4Got it'll all be over
In the wink of an eye
Death will tap my shoulder
Those days when I’m at work 
Just sitting  passing time  
unmotivated at best; trying not 2 try
4Got I'm going 2 die—
When I’m stuck in traffic 

Or telling a bold faced lie

This fact still slips my mind

4Got my time will come
They’ll speak about my actions
Did he love? Did he give?
What were peoples' reactions?
Whether I’m lying 2 myself
or lying 2 my spouse
Ignoring the ones I love
At odds with God above

It's just another time
When I
4Got I’m gonna die
And people will remember
The way I lived my life
So got 2 do things better

But I wash it from  my mind
like all the other times


And the clock just keeps on ticking (4Got I'm gonna die)
My behavior can still be sickening
Sitting staring in the mirror
(4Got I'm gonna die)
All the while it's moving nearer
So....

Don't 4get Ur gonna Die
And find the reason why
U were born 2 be alive

It's up 2 U 2 find
Until it is your time

2 say that one goodbye

Don't 4get Ur gonna Die






Thursday, December 13, 2018

Year gone by......

See how things have changed and why. (Sigh)
Knocked down with a single stroke
And a year gone by (sigh)

I took talking and walking 4 granted
So speaking my mind or holding my tongue and dancing

Took eating for granted or simple things like a shower
Now I’m fasting; hoping some way- some how, it'll empower
her 2 eat


Still figuring  a way 2 Give UP my Strength
Just 2 transfer strength to her

Year gone by (sigh)

I can hear the wheeze  
She's talking to me ...
Breathe ..   sigh..   wheeze...  speak..

Year gone by... (sigh)

Thinking about how she spends her days
Brings haziness 2 these misty eyes.  

 
Sit, Pray or Meditate --either way...
It's the hope for change

Year gone by (sigh)

And things still not the same
Will they ever get much better?

Still spending nights trying to make deals with a God who doesn’t make deals


But far be it from me to stop wishing 
In hopes of changing her condition

One year gone by (sigh)

keep up the fight.









Monday, January 15, 2018

Sleepwalking

Sleepwalking while I'm sleepwalking
During the night? No during the day
You'd think it'd be the other way

Texting -- not talking 
4 anything I need 2 say
Communication is coming 
2 an end in this new age

Far from your touch 
Your far from mine
Hold my hand, not much
Cant recall the last time we hugged


Something's not right

Sleepwalking through life 
But not much at night
 Sleepwalking past my wife
Is that my wife? I wouldn't know
Somebody teach me what it's like 2 show

Love

Comes easy 2 some
4 others it runs
Sleepwalking right past 
The chance

You

R so opposite from me
Not the Yin and the yang
more like
Thunderstorm meets Cool Breeze

Sleepwalking through life
Out of fear of reality
Safer to sleep than be me

Lie

2 U more than U me
Lose my grip, hastily
One day I will learn to sleep 
Until that night
Sleepwalking I will be

U dont want 2 be like me.